I've discovered that I do not find facebook very interesting. I mean, I basically use it for pictures and occasionally birthdays and maybe if I feel like it I'll post on someone's wall. Actually, I didn't just discover that. I think I've essentially felt that since I started using facebook. Except occasionally I'd get obsessed with like...quizzes or something. But I felt like I should post that out as a straight out observation so the WORLD MAY KNOW HOW I FEEL!!! :P I am totally okay today.
Which points to my next point. I have been practicing my imagination. I feel like I conform too much to the standards of conversation about what you do every day and school and grades and whatever and if you think about it...that's both boring and gets old and on the superficial side. So I've been pondering more about questions that I am interested about that are totally out there so I might start blurting random things. Totally smart since I've already made fun of for being dumb right? XD I know, genius.
So we're on our third week of school and things have been pretty good. Not too much homework so I've been relaxing most days. Taking naps a lot. Which isn't good so I need to start not taking naps every afternoon. And I should bring my textbooks to school so I can do homework at school since I procrastinate quite a bit nowadays. In addition I should actually start working on my college applications, letter of recommendation forms, SAT signups, and other "productive" things that I just don't find very meaningful...If I'm planning to go to De Anza, maybe I should just skip out on the recommendations and all that jazz. It's a question I definitely need to think over carefully. Ahhh, senior year, kinda harder than I expected. Which is kind of weird because I thought it'd be more relaxed. But as it is, it seems like so many people are just stressed out, sad by something, or depressed in general. :( Not the best encouraging environment, but things will come out okay!
O yeah, and I'm starting to not like my English teacher. He says some things like it's the only way to go about the world and I feel like he's a staunch atheist or something. I dunno, a lot of stuff he says seems to contradict Christianity and poke fun at me toooo...I guess I'll have to think of something to feel less targeted in that class? Other than that, TAing with Kimberly has been a blast, APES has been fun and educating and I really enjoy the class. Government is kinda ehhhhh, right now since we don't seem to be doing anything meaningful and sculptures is sooo fun making our spheres. I really like working with clay and making cute stuff.
I think I have no clue what I'm talking about anymore. Anyway, copying APES notes right now and maybe doing some current information for government. Dad's leaving for China in two days to see Grandpa and Grandma and our other relatives. I think that's about it for my life currently. I guess I'm sorta confused about my life in general too and my relationship statuses and love and what I'm going to do with my life, but hey, what's new?
I want to love you more God!!!
x3 Graceee
****One more thing!!! An excellent mellow song I've recently heard: Urban Zapaka - Caffe Latte
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUlPsdCjN10&feature=PlayList&p=AF3A2E0F259B97E9&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=106
I think I'm going to try to get into more Chinese, Japanese, and English music this year, but hey, this song's still good!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ReplyDelete"I want to love you more God!" <---is like one of the most awesome sentences I have ever seen. YES. FOR SURE. I PROMISE. I don't say that word often, remember? =)
Anyway, I like reading your blog. By the way, I updated... you should comment if you want, pleaseeee!!!
Btw, you need to explain to me what you mean by relationship status confusion...? hm? Err, you don't have to actually, but if you want to talk to me, I'm free. :)
By the way, I agree with you about facebook, except that I use it for stalking. xD